UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY MENTAL IS CONSTIPATED :-(

I am so frustrated I have no damn clue where to start. My brain is constantly thinking and switching thoughts that MY MENTAL IS CONSTIPATED. Sometimes I feel so full of anger I could burst. I am so thankful that I created this blog a while ago, it has become a outlet for me. I went to church today, and the pastor preached about being "HIGH WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT". I felt that until I came home. I swear this house is filled with nothing but the devil himself and he is out to get it me. I will not let him succeed though for if I do then I will never reach a new height of glory with the lord.

I know fully committing to the lord will be a journey and I am taking it one step at a time with or without the support of my family because I know that no one can help YOU walk with the lord. It is something you "YOURSELF" have to be mentally stable for and ready to do. I have realized on this journey towards the "WALK OF FAITH" I have all the support I need. I have my fellow church member's and most importantly my Friends who are there for me who see the changes that they need to make within themselves, as I see the changes I need to make in me.

I am trying really hard to let this anger in me go but it will be hard very very hard. I have developed this and been become this way for as long as i can remember. I HAVE A LOT TO WORK ON but Ye who have little faith shall never prosper and I AM READY and committed. I will use tonight as my stepping stone and look at it as a Minor set back but the judging and mockery and smart remarks about ANY AND EVERYTHING I DO I AM LEARNING TO OVERCOME !!  MATTHEW 7:12 & LUKE 6:31

Until my next random free writing.......

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