For anyone who lost a lost a love one

I miss this man that I barely know. I miss everything about him form head to toe. Through my ups and downs, rights and wrongs although I don’t know you I still cry because you’re gone. I never got the chance to use the word DAD, and it makes me really really sad because you’re the only one I had. I love you so much and I miss you a lot there will never be another man who can fill your spot.


I wish I could go back and you would be there. Through the thick and thin you would say “DADDY IS HERE”. No more dad, no granddad, no uncle, no more brother. You left a lot of people behind stressed and filled with wonder. The birth of my child, graduation and even some college. You were not there when I needed advice, guidance and knowledge.

I turned out alright I'm learning to manage but I struggle hard without you in my memories damn it. CHARLES LEWIS BAKER you will always be missed but living life without you sure makes me pissed. The family took me in and that’s as close to you as I’ll get so that makes me happy not sad at all not the least little bit. I love you dad!



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Better Late Then Never July 4th!

DOWNTOWN CLEVELAND was sooooooooooo crazy, especially WEST 6. For those of you HOMEBODIES (lol) who do not know what or where west 6 is I will tell you. It’s located downtown Cleveland off St.Clair. The street is filled with clubs, bars and food spots too. It can get pretty crazy. Anyway I went out Thursday- Sunday. I love my Besties!!!!!!!! They are just as wild and crazy as I am and could careless about anybody else not having a good time.


Thursday we went to the FORTRESS real nice place. It use to be the old CLUB SHADOWS. Supposedly it was LEBRON JAMES party, Dj Steph Floss shouted him out a few times but I didn’t see him. That didn’t stop US from partying though! I had a double shot of CIROC and a CORONA. My bestie said I was being a “PUSSY” Lmao (laughing my ass off) Because I definitely added pineapple juice to my shot of CIROC. I couldn’t down it man it was just too strong.

Friday we went to club EARTH. We sooooooooooo had a blast! It was pretty crowded but I still had a great time. I drank 5 CORONA’S and a shot of GREY GOOSE I was good. Me and the bestie got home when the sky turned white CTFU (cracking the fuck up)! WHEN WE KICK IT, WE KICK IT!!!!!! Saturday we hit the strip and went to CLUB SIN. I had some CORONAS; we did a shot of GREY GOOSE, a FOUR LOKO, and a JELLO SHOT. We went HAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM…..HAHAHAHAH!

Last but not least JULY 4, 2010 ended with smashing food and kicking it on the strip again. We cooled outside PANINIS, drank margaritas and ate some pizza. I took my pooder to see the fireworks, we had so much fun! You are never too old to watch and enjoy fireworks. I hope everyone enjoyed the holiday, if you didn’t ME & MY CREW kicked it enough for everybody lol!!!!



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Just Random Thoughts!

I feel like EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. People are put in our lives to share a purpose. What I don’t understand is why do these certain people have to hurt us sometimes? How are we suppose to cope with the hurt feelings? How come we can never see the hurt coming? I honestly would like to know. I’m not really sure of everyone’s purpose in my life but I have a good idea about a few of them. I go through so much with people…I mean we all do!! I hate when my eyes are wide open but blind to the obvious. It’s like you see something or know something is bad for you, but you are in denial about it. We sometimes act as if we don’t want to see it. I’m all out of gas, I use to feel IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING but now I'm not so sure. I have lost faith bloggers……UGH SMH (shaking my head).






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